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[daemonized]

ARDYN IZUNIA

Ardyn Izunia. Professor of law. Lord of law. Liege of law. The one grading your papers. Leave a message.

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[daemonized]

I often have trouble sleeping well. Tonight is just a particularly bad example of what's plagued me for years, and it isn't always related to thoughts being pervasive in my mind.

[Some might even call it mild insomnia.]

Tell me what's bothering you.

[anguinous]

[ Excuse me Ardyn, Laurent was clearly trying to make this about you instead of him! ]

It's a list longer than can fit into a text message.

[ Sorry, he didn't invent character limits. ]

[daemonized]

[This is what Ardyn does best! Turning his concerns around to other people!]

I've time for it. An excuse for me to make myself a cup of coffee.

[anguinous]

[ Ardyn is almost as stubborn as he is, it seems. Maybe more so. A battle of wits it is, who can deflect the longest? ]

If you have trouble sleeping surely coffee will not help? If you are inclined to drink it at 4am I think I see where your issues come from.

[daemonized]

[Ardyn canshuffle around deflections all night, they'll be here for awhile.]

I was already fated to not sleep, and therefore the coffee is just here to aid me in my sorrows. And so that I can continue this conversation with the clearest, caffeinated head.

[anguinous]

[ This is indeed fierce competition. ]

Well far be it for me to add to your sorrows with a lengthy list.

[daemonized]

What's a few more sorrows, when the list has already reached a certain length? Do share.

[anguinous]

[ Determination equal to a bloodhound. Laurent engages evasive manoeuvres: ]

I was having trouble sleeping. It's a fairly common affliction, one you have yourself.

[ What happened to that long list, Laurent. ]

[daemonized]

[Well, there's always the Direct Attack:]

Didn't you just say there are several things on your mind? Tell me. What else have you to do at this hour?

[anguinous]

[ Certainly not sleep at this rate. ]

Several things keeping me from sleeping, yes. Are you offering to analyse my dreams?

[daemonized]

I can certainly make an effort if you describe them to me.

[anguinous]

[ ... Well he didn't expect you to say yes. Who even offers to try and analyse a strangers dreams?

He supposes this is why Faolan likes this person. They're insufferably patient and wry. ]

I don't think there's much symbolism to analysed, unfortunately. I suspect they're memories.

[daemonized]

Even more trouble, for memories give us far more to lose sleep over as time moves on.

[He would know, truly.]

What is it that you remember?

[anguinous]

[ On the one hand, Laurent doesn't really want to talk about this. On the other, people always say admitting a fear helps alleviate it. That, and talking around it forever won't really work. He can at least make a concession: ]

Nothing pleasant. It appears I had enemies who wished me harm. I suppose I might still have.

[daemonized]

What sort of enemies? And why do you believe this may still apply?

[It's understandable, to be fearful of it. But he's not alone in it, for there have been many people here who have had memories of conflict and strife.]

[anguinous]

Because at least one of them exists in this world. The other, well, I've never met but that doesn't mean they don't.

[daemonized]

Really?

[Well, that's a bit more worrying, if only because of his growing anxieties that he believes the same might come to be true for him... someday. His emotions towards those from his "old" world do not bode well, at any rate.]

Have you confronted them about it?

[anguinous]

You want me to tell someone I had dreams they hired a man to kidnap and kill me and ask how they feel about it?

[daemonized]

Is this someone also on Retrospec?

[anguinous]

Not at the moment, at least not that I know.

[daemonized]

I see.

[Then that is a little more difficult.]

Then perhaps that's for the best, if they remain oblivious. A surefire way of knowing if they suddenly become a user of Retrospec is to merely check the app.

[But, ah, he wonders how much that actually helps.]

Know you're not alone in these memories bringing doubt and uncertainty. I've experienced my fair share as well. Keeping it to yourself does little good in the end.

[h y p o c r i t e there are a select few he refuses to tell.]

[anguinous]

Does telling people help much more? I suppose there's a sense of relief at first, but beyond that the facts stay the same. Then two people are concerned instead of one.

[daemonized]

I've found that it can. There's a sense of solidarity to be garnered from it, not to mention that you know someone else exists around you to help you solve the ever-growing mystery of who you once were.

[anguinous]

Perhaps that is a mystery I have no wish to solve.

[daemonized]

Then that is your decision to alone to make. Regardless, what Retrospec is doing to us is not a switch you can merely flip off.