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[The weapon he's had the longest in his possession; a steadfast friend, he might even call it. Through the best and the worst of times it's been with him, and it's been both blessed by the gods and tainted by darkness, much like himself.]

I have no doubt that science has the potential to catch up to magic, with enough ingenuity and a bit of stubbornness. Others may borrow my magic [if he lets them, and that's a gigantic if] in a limited capacity, though that's hardly the same as it being available for all to use, at any time.

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Add curiosity, and you have yourself a scientist with those qualities. ( and a genetically altered gorilla, and you might as well be describing Winston. but she's not going to get into that right now.

there's something he says that has her tilting her head, and leaning forward where she once reached out to accept his sword. ) So you're saying, if you trusted someone enough, they could have access to your magical storage space?

Could they also store things, or are you the only one who can make deposits?

[He nods at her theorizing.]

That's correct. I could, if I chose to.

[He finds it novel, talking about the logistics of this. It's odd, how much he can openly speak about it here with others, something in which he had kept tight-lipped about, back home.]

They can store what I allow them to. Often times, when it's with traveling companions, they choose to store their weapons -- the sort to fend off monsters and the like -- for the sake of convenience.

[Spoken as if he's had any traveling companions recently.]

( as far as she knows, he's talking about when they made their trek from the crashing landing sight to Olympia. beyond that, she really does know nothing about his past.

another few branching thoughts occur to her. she waits a few seconds before choosing which one she actually wants to broach though. he's surprisingly forth coming about his abilities and powers with her--so much so a part of her wonders why. is it because she's thought to ask him about it? )

And what if you decided those travelling companions didn't need their weapons back? Could you just--keep them?

[He huffs out a small laugh at that.]

If you think I'd be so cruel, then yes. I technically could. I hate to apply such a simple metaphor to it, but it's a bit like flipping a switch. "On" or "off", I can choose to disable or enable it as I please.

[His past is neatly locked away for now, and it'll be a while yet before he chooses to divulge anything in a straightforward manner. But talk of his magic, and the conveniences it affords him? Those from a different world would not know the implications behind it, unable to put two and two together. He does not mind doing this.]

( she falls quiet for a bit, shifting so that her legs are tucked under her and her elbow is propped up on the chair arm, supporting her head. regarding him, it's obvious she's sizing him up as chews on this information he's given her, almost like a ruminant chewing the cud. the main difference being--at least hopefully to an observer--that her eyes shine with a deliberate and capable intelligence.

finally, she sighs, and unfolds herself to reach for her notebook and start writing. )

You don't have to be cruel, just annoyed. It is a very useful ability, however. I would do a lot to be able to have access to it myself.

( that's where she leaves it. she's unwilling to ask him for access, to invite what that entails into her life just right now. ) Is there anything else?

[Ardyn doesn't even shift in his seat. He remains comfortable, or seemingly so, just leaning back, head tilted ever so slightly as his eyes watch her reactions to everything that he says. He's observing, that much is obvious.

He isn't particularly surprised by the onslaught of questions, given that he's worked with scientifically minded types before, and they're always wanting to know more.]

Concerning my magic? Yes. There's a bit of phasing and warping, and... a few elemental things, but--

[A dismissive wave of his hand.]

Aren't you more interested in the immortality bit?

( a man comfortable in his own skin, or at least so he appears to her. though there is something there, lurking, like a silent slithering, seen out of the corner of your eye, a rippling on the surface of dark, otherwise dead water. something just enough to unsettle you.

or, perhaps, she just a bit more keen than other people.

still, she relents, and she dips her head and sighs. then her gaze returns back to his eyes. ) That is what I asked you to come here for, yes. Though I was serious about the not hurting yourself bit.

[Being keen would definitely reveal that there's something just under the surface, currently being smothered by propriety general well-manners. Even those who are not necessarily the most observant would probably find something rather off about Ardyn, though they would not quite understand why.

But at any rate, his words take on something apologetic. It's all false, of course.]

I know you were.

[Regardless, up comes his sword, hilt it one hand, the palm of his other gripped semi-tightly around the blade. The slides the sword across, cutting into the skin of his hand, swift and immediate, before she has a chance to say otherwise.]

But as I told you, it's only a small amount of harm.

[The sword is dismissed, put back into his magical hammerspace without a second thought. Meanwhile, Ardyn opens his palm, outwardly facing her so she can see the result.

It bleeds, but it doesn't bleed red. Only something black and viscous, with wispy, swirling dark essences emanating from the wound, not unlike smoke. It's an unnatural sight, really, if one were to really consider something like this writhing within him -- and yet his expression hardly changes.

Already, the wound is healing. A few seconds more and it'll be gone completely.]

In the grand scheme of things, it's truly nothing at all.

( of course, she had been tense, so it's an easy matter to spring up to her feet, hand reached out to him with a look of helpless surprise as she's a second too late. quickly this expression turns into an indignant scowl, and then a small breathless gasp of surprise. her brow becomes heavy, her eyes narrow, and she stares at the darkness seeping out of his self-inflicted wound.

that is indeed not natural.

and yet, it's not something she hasn't seen before. or at least, think she's seen. he might even see the flare of tentative recognition in her eyes. carefully, she steps forward and waves her hand through the apparent gas he's bleeding. after that, she reaches for his hand, if he'll let her. )

Can you control this in any way?

[As always, he's unmoving. If there's pain searing across his palm (there is, but it's so far away that it hardly means anything to him), he doesn't let it show. He may as well be talking about the weather, over the mug of tea that she had presented him with. There's only the slightest twitch of something across his features as she takes his hand.

Physical touch from others is not something in which Ardyn indulges himself in these days. So long has it been since he's ever made any real attempt at it that it's foreign, alien. The shock of cold water. He won't shy or shirk away, but he will set his jaw, looking at the point of contact with some scrutiny.

His tone remains even.]

If you mean how fast it heals, then no. That happens on its own.

[It's practically nearly gone now, his little show of black and wisps of something dark beginning to disappear altogether.]

( given his utterly preternatural removal from his own pain, she doesn't suspect that he may have actually felt anything more than a pinch. he does show no signs of it, and, after all, her concerns were obliterated by the spectacle of what she saw oozing out into he air through his split skin. a darkness, yes, on which could have crept and very much entered her very lungs. and yet it wasn't just an unfathomable sight.

there is something there, and that is what steals her breath by making her forget to breath for a few seconds.

very carefully, very mindfully, she runs her thumb around the lip of his cut. or what remains of it, in any case. her fingers rest curled around his wrist, with an easy mixture of gentleness and firmness. it is the touch of a professional: concerned, but not to be cloying with the personal.

once the smoke has dissipated and there's no longer anything to see, she brushes her fingers against his palm and its evidently flawlessly healed skin; her own fingertips are somewhat rough, her skin dry from frequent, and slightly obsessive cleansing. )

And if you don't want it to heal, you can't stop it.

( not really a question. she can see how that would be the cause of his unwilful immortality. how it could be a problem, )

[He lets her examine his hand. Lets her fingertips brush along where the wound had been just moments before. He counts the seconds -- one, two, three, four -- and then Ardyn will be removing his hand from her grip. He looks up at her with a considering raise of his brow, flexing his fingers out of habit.]

That's correct. And so-

[He gestures with his arms, as if to say ta-da.]

There you have it. A glimpse of my immortality.

[But he had been watching her face the entire time, and the flicker of recognition had not escaped his notice by a long shot.]

Have you ever seen anything like it, Doctor?

( ever the insouciant showman, he's once again not amused her. not that he's actually meaning to, she knows.

when her hands are free, she rests one the crook of her neck, while the other goes to wrap around her chest. an obviously defensive gesture, as the thought that occurs to her now is not an easy one, nor a pleasant one. she is speaking of old enemies. )

I have, yes. Though not personally, and I can't quite say what the cause is... There's a known terrorist in my world, who apparently cannot be harmed or stopped. But there's a difference. He seems to be able to turn himself into the mist. ( she swallows through her dry throat. ) Or control it, to some extent, at least.

I do have some theories, for what it's worth.

[His hands fold in his lap, attentive as she speaks, not even shifting his weight in his seat. He's trying to read both her tone and expression, though it doesn't take someone as obervant as Ardyn to know that this may be treading a subject that makes her uncomfortable. An individual with similar powers, with whom she may be attempting to draw parallels with him and this mysterious terrorist.

He can only assume this much, at least. In the interim, the ex-chancellor chooses his questions carefully.]

I certainly can't turn into mist. And while I can't control the healing process, there are a few other aspects that I am able to manipulate.

What theories do you have?

( she expects that he's watching her just as she's been doing him, so she chooses her words very carefully too. sitting back down, she settles her hands in her lap so that they don't roam or fidget. )

There's something going on with you on a cellular level. Do you know what DNA is?

( tilting her head just so after a pause, she adds ) It's all right if you don't.

[He doesn't laugh at the question, though it's obvious one is being held back by the way his lips twitch.]

I do know what it is, yes.

[The time he spent with Niflheim scientists, with Verstael himself -- by the Six, he sure did know about DNA and the many ways to make it interact with the Starscourge itself, to achieve certain results.]

Let me help you with your theory, doctor. Do you remember when I mentioned to you the Starscourge, in our previous conversation?

( well, that certainly doesn't bode well, she thinks, resisting the urge to wring her hands. Mercy is fairly certain she knows what's coming next based on that single restrained twitch alone, so she pauses a moment before proceeding. the idea of an ailment which can actually alter someone's DNA is always a sickening one. even genetic orders still unsettle her ever so slightly, though she herself has led the way in actual cures for them in her world.

when she speaks it is calmly, and her urge to wish to help him is an earnest one. no-one should have to suffer such things. ) Yes, of course. This is something which has altered you in some way?

[He can already see her connecting the dots from where he sits. He supposes it's easy enough, given what he's said and shown up until this point.]

Yes, in ways you've already seen.

[The blood which runs black, the dark essence, the healing that he's shown her.]

And even more so in others who are afflicted with the Starscourge. Their change is more prominent than mine. In many ways, I am more fortunate than them.

[An edge of sardonicism. As if he truly believes that.]

( why the almost bitter bite in his voice? she thinks on it, figures it might have something to do with how thoroughly his life has been destroyed and reformed by this ailment, and ultimately she won't know unless she asks. all she can assume is that it is a familiar defence of one fed up with his lot, but who is unable to do anything else.

she shifts in her seat, and lowers head somewhat, trying to catch his eye. to hold it, if she can. what she wants to impart she intends to be understood. no bullshit or false hope. )

In cases where things are not as advanced, outcomes tend to be better.

And, theoretically speaking, I think this Starcourge may be treatable, and curable. Practically, however--what is available here is far from what I'm used to, and I was used to facilities far from state-of-the-art.

Theoretically speaking.

[It's going to be difficult to disappoint Ardyn with the reality of the situation. Given that he's a hundreds and hundreds of years deep into accepting his fate, he merely shrugs his shoulders at her wording.

He does meet her gaze, with very little difficulty. Making eye-contact with those he speaks with is so ingrained a habit that it comes completely naturally to him.]

You needn't worry yourself. I was only asking out of curiosity, and little else. This is not something that can be cured via normal means. That, I believe, is the reality of the situation.

( seemingly magical ailment or not, it's not going to deter her from at least attempting to figure out how to fix it. what would stop her, is the chance that her doing so could harm him.

but he knows that, doesn't he? that hope is what inspired him to come here in the first place, so that he could come here to quell it. she does not relent yet. )

How do you know that for sure? You may not know every solution that technology can offer.

[Hope is forever a fleeting thing where Ardyn is concerned. Easier to let it die on the vine than allow it to flourish. Even as he holds the promise from the Orbiters somewhere deep in the pit of his chest, he barely allows it to breathe or surface long enough to let anyone else know.]

And did you not just say that the technology here is limited?

[A gesture of his hand, dismissive.]

A professional is often only as useful as the tools available to them. Eos was far more technologically advanced than anything present here, as well. If anything else, doctor, we've moved several steps backwards where a cure for impossibly stubborn afflictions are concerned.

( because it hurts to watch it wither each time? she's a practical woman, one who would rather salvage a situation before bothering to debate the ethics that might justify it, but she is also prone to believing in things. even if she doesn't need a cause to want to help people.

so, no relenting yet, even if he dismisses her outright.

when she speaks, it's calmly. )

I did. And did you not say you wanted release? Here one the planet it's like living in the past. But--up there? There is plenty of reason to think that the Orbiters have something that could help you and everyone else afflicted. They are preoccupied with protecting this planet at the moment, but that doesn't mean they will always be unable to help you.

Want is a strong word.

[The response is immediate, not quite defensive, but certainly deflecting. Never does he say something as direct as he wants release or death — that would be a verbal confirmation of everything that he holds within him, a string to be tugged at and pulled until it unravels completely. No one else is privy to this, and even Noctis saw only a glimpse before he was taken by the Crystal.

Two and two may be easily put together, of course. Of why his interest had been sparked to begin with, why he would bother showing her a sliver of his immortality. But there’s something resigned within him too, as dictated by a prophecy that he will bitterly adhere to, if only because it allows for him to unleash his spite in all the ways that he would find almost satisfying.

Not that they need to get into that.]

In any case, we shall see. It’s been a very long time, and I can wait a bit longer.

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